Today is a better day. Much Better.
I contacted several different friends who know me on several different levels and in different aspects.It was like I had mulitple personalities and they were all giving me advice based on the different aspects of myself. It was incredibly helpful. It's a real gift to be able to ask multiple people for advice.

The best advice I got, was that everything is right. There is no wrong direction. Whatever I do I'll come out all right because I am resilient, strong, and I can make things happen. All paths are the right path. All directions lead to great things.

Futures so bright......it's always going to be bright......it's all in your outlook.